I’m not entirely sure what’s going on in my life anymore. I just know that I need to get a fucking grip in things.
You’ve been on my mind a lot lately, mainly because I haven’t talked to you in a week now. This is the longest I’ve gone without speaking to you in over a year, and it’s just bothering me. I know this will get easier as time passes, as long as you stay away from me and my life. It just sucks I guess. You went from my boyfriend, to my best friend, to an acquaintance, to a stranger, to an enemy. The worst part is, all of this is ALL your fault. I’ve never done anything without having your best intentions in mind and it’s always been you who’s fucked it up, not me. I guess I should stop blaming all of this on myself. I should have learned a long time ago that I can’t fix people or save people who don’t want the same for themselves. I just hope you do better for yourself this time around.
Catch ya on the flip side.